Censored TEDx Talk


Regarding Long-term Fasting and Breatharian Practice  with Respect to the Questioning of Consensus Reality


Abstract:   A decade ago, I was invited to present at TEDx Talks.  That talk dealt with matters of science and art from the perspective of questioning consensus reality. Many examples were examined of that which according to the currently accepted rules of science and laws of nature appears to have their exceptions. This talk was promptly censored from appearing on the internet as a part of that larger Ted-x Talks seminar. 



     I prepared for that talk (a decade ago) by entering into an extensive fast to demonstrate to the audience that things are not always as one may think and to stay with the over-all theme of that particular Ted-x Talks seminar of Breaking Boundaries. Here that was done in a very personal and  physical sense of my forgoing eating for 10 weeks prior to appearing on stage perfectly healthy, with plenty of energy and long after I should (by the current standards of modern allopathic medicine) have been deceased or at death’s door. The point was to encourage the audience of mostly college students to question consensus realty and what they have long assumed to be inviolably true and therefore, to Break out of their own Boundaries and question their prior conditioning and often unsupported beliefs. I assume it was the lengthy fasting involved that most bothered the censors, but that is mere conjecture on my part. They never answered my inquiries.



     I hope this discussion will prove to be of some general interest regarding fasting as well as the rising levels of censorship today as that is being increasingly mediated and abetted by often questionable uses of AI (Artificial Intelligence) and to which those involuntarily being subjected to its often dehumanizing effects, generally have little recourse. The following discussion pertains largely to censorship as it applies to this particular talk and presented on hallowed Academic Soil where such impositions on free speech really do cross a line of decorous behavior and enter unacceptable territory. Censorship, as a way of  suppressing  inconvenient truths or even the raising of interest in alternatives to that which is generally accepted as settled has a profoundly insidious way of soon growing in scope and undermining basic humane values and freedoms. That includes the deforming of scholarly practices and retarding of scientific progress while promoting secrecy and the corruption that is its inevitable handmaiden.


A video of that censored Ted-x presentation appears below and is something I continue to stand by as valid in all the many aspects discussed therein: 

 
 


      In 2015 a group of bright-eyed and bushy-tailed students at Kalamazoo College was hosting a day-long seminar of Ted-x Talks and thought I might be an interesting speaker—perhaps to balance out the preponderance of more academic presenters, typically appearing on stage at Ted talks. It’s no small challenge to come up with a worthy presentation that can take place in under18 minutes and be performed without notes or prompts. That may sound simple enough but isn’t. Extensive preparation time and practice are entailed. It can become a daunting task and all you’re thinking about for the next few weeks, until the moment you step out upon that stage alone with all those expectant eyes silently upon you waiting in the cavernous, darkened auditorium to hear what wisdom you may have to impart.. Your concerns will, by then, mostly revolve around not stumbling over your words, while maintaining an audience-friendly,  conversational tone, and making it to the end with a cogent summary and pithy ending by the 18 minute cut-off.   


     The first order of business, when asked to present at Ted Talks, is to wonder (in all humility) what you might actually have to say that is all that important and of potential interest to others and fits within the overall theme (in this case) of: Breaking Boundaries


      In my past, I have been employed as a scientist, naturalist and artist with the appropriate degrees. I taught at several institutions as a graduate assistant in both zoology and art. I’ve published several books and perhaps a dozen modest articles in peer reviewed journals which are by no means ground-breaking or extensive. I even have some theatrical background. All this is just to say; I come to this with some of the basic credentials in order and the ‘union card’, well in hand.


      After six decades of inquiry and experience, living uncomfortably with consensus reality in a deranged world of war, pollution, hatred and inhumane values often seeming to take precedence over sanity and decency towards one’s fellow man and all other beings on this God-given green earth, I’d become pretty jaded. That applied not just to my fellow man and our many institutions but extended increasingly to my disliking what that had been gradually turning me into. At least it did when I was not out drawing in nature or on walk-about refreshing my sources with a remedial course in sanity.


       The Boundaries I found myself contemplating as needing Breaking, were about something as basic as the dominant materialistic consensus view of reality—reminding one’s self  (as much as anybody else) that; it isn’t all, just about death, taxes and earning a living nor in the mere avoidance of suffering. Accepting the lowest common denominator and the way things have always been done is really not acceptable nor is it ultimately, living in Truth (with an intentionally inserted, upper case ‘T’).


       That is hardly a simple or tidily delimited subject to approach and wrap up in 18 minutes (or 18 weeks) and thus, having some handy props seemed indicated as a memorable, unifying principle underlying the talk. I drew some accompanying illustrations that might help tell the story and lighten things up and then cast about for other, more dramatic props as well, to help break some of those commonly accepted rules of consensus reality and, of course, ones that might help me deliver on that matter of actually Breaking Boundaries and doing so in ways that are  theatrical enough to hold an audience’s interest and not be soon forgotten. That seemed to call for something dramatic—such as bringing an extra-terrestrial up on stage or conjuring up a crop circle. 


     I did not know any ET’s who owed me any favors and the crop circle was clearly a no-go inside an auditorium. I had, however, been inside a few of those complex crop formations which is interesting and might well have been a good topic in things being different than one might ordinarily think. It thus seems to be a moment here at the outset, within which to take a closer look at crop circles as a pertinent and even fascinating aside, from the offending and censored talk at hand, (largely dealing with art, science and long-term fasting). It could well have been an appropriate example to hold out, leading into that talk, and something that most certainly, would have helped make my point about that, which we think we know about the world being predictable and logical in the ways with which we are familiar—not necessarily, always being so. 


      Crop circles are something I have seen up close and which, at that moment of personal confrontation and stepping into such a tantalizing mystery, tends to become highly compelling and memorable, even if widely ridiculed by those who’ve had no such experiences themselves. It is thus, a subject being generally seen as yet another far-fetched ‘conspiracy theory’ or the  doings of drunken pranksters. The truth is far subtler and though not easily resolved, all the more worth confronting in its perplexing and undeniable empirical evidence as something real, but which remains tantalizingly unexplained. Please bear with me as it is interesting and germane to the subject of not just blindly accepting consensus reality as a given, well beyond questioning. The experience left just such an impression on me at formative stage in life. And relax; we’ll be getting to the actual talk itself and long-term fasting as well as the current tendency towards censorship as the preferred solution to problematic conundrums very soon, after this (page and a half) aside. 


     Those four crop formations which I have actually entered could not, by any stretch of the imagination, have been fabricated on the fly by people in the time they tend to have been made, which is often exceedingly brief. I spoke to the farmer on one such occasion, who was looking down on his modest little wheat-field as a crowd of curious people was flattening his crop, examining a newly ‘manifested’ crop circle. He understood their curiosity and shared it. He was even amused by the self-styled ‘experts’ appearing as mushrooms after a rain from seemingly no-where with Geiger counters and beeping, flashing something-or-others and taking copious notes, making calls or taking selfies. Only the tin foil hats were missing. It does all have its amusing aspects as well and brings out a curious mix of folks.


     He also told me that the formation arose under the cover of an unpredicted rainstorm which had kicked up without warning, sending him dashing for cover and retiring under the trees of a nearby woodlot for an early, wet lunch. That large central circle, surrounded by three smaller circles and all interconnected with corridors of flattened wheat in a tidy triangular pattern in a very precisely-generated geometric configuration (approximately100 ft. or 30 meters in diameter) simply appeared sometime within the forty-five minutes he’d been hiding out under the nearby trees—as if by magic—and without his having noticed others being out there or strange vehicles pulling up.

 

That crop formation and another from that day and appearing nearby within a mountainous area of the Czech Republic, near the Bavarian border (in about 1992) are recorded in the sketches above.

      Others speak of seeing lights dancing around low over the field just before the appearance of such patterns in the crop. Usually it’s also been in the rain or obscuring fog, often in low light conditions, at dawn or dusk and the crop circles appearing—seemingly instantaneously. They are, moreover, often complex and precise geometric patterns that appear to have meaning, completed by who knows what or whom—and—without leaving tell-tale signs of pranksters at play such as, footprints or candy wrappers, cigarette butts…empty beer cans. Nothing of the sort was found nearby nor signs of anybody having accessed the growing wheat-field and driving or walking through the densely-growing wheat-stalks. Nothing was unusual about any of it, but for the mysterious appearance of the formation itself.


     I challenge the doubters among you to try dragging a board over a wheat field and making such a complex diagram or pattern in half an hour without leaving any signs of your passage. Even just bending wheat stalks to a 90 degree angle, you’ll find they nearly always fold, with their biological integrity disrupted enough to cease growing. In a crop circle, they aren’t broken, but are simply bent without folds, creases or breaks. They have not been flattened insensitively, but somehow laid down with care and directionally, as if they’d been combed. With time, they continue to grow upward again so as to yield a pattern that survives for some time under the growing crop. But, they aren’t just bent or combed in an over-all pattern of having been directionally formed; they are also interbraided with cornflowers, daisies and common field poppies in ways you never see that occur in nature—as if twisted into those braids by some strange system of dust devils and conducted with an interest in the crop’s (and wildflowers’) survival of that process. It just keeps getting stranger, the closer you look and, indeed, staggers the imagination. 


      The circular components of those designs themselves, when carefully measured, are generally found to be eccentric rather than the much simpler concentric circles, and precisely so. I have actually made some of those measurements myself. A concentric circle would be conducive to spinning out from a central post driven into its center and then using some mechanical device to accomplish that more simply. But—that post, pounded in with a sledge-hammer and leaned into by those turning some contraption around it many times in a widening arc? That would also inevitably leave a substantive tell-tale hole in the soil at its center. That is something we all look for and cannot be easily concealed, disturbing as it would be, to the densely growing wheat. It also just happens to be missing in the usual crop circles (of the sort that are deemed by most of us to be ‘genuine’). But, a perfect eccentric ‘circle’, consistent within each of its component sub-aspects and not just an outline being filled in and beaten down to its edges? How can that have been achieved? Drunken fraternity boys certainly couldn’t pull that off. I doubt a rocket scientist or even a clever team of engineers could either and certainly not in under an hour without leaving traces of how it had physically, been accomplished. What in the hell could it even be and made by whom or what and how or why?  It appears to be a communication from the beyond of some sort, but also disturbingly indecipherable.


   Yes indeed; a crop circle would have been a great stage-prop for introducing that talk on the Breaking of Boundaries—had I only a magic wand to wave and just go; “presto chango!”


     What I did have, though, was myself as the prop most closely at hand, willing and able to serve. I had, by that time, been fasting here and there over the course of several decades and extending those fasts until, by then, I was doing that for several weeks at a go—and occasionally, for as long as a month. We could not only talk about that, but I could start fasting immediately and in the time remaining, take it out to ten weeks, and thus appear on stage as living proof that it’s not merely implausible from the usual medical perspective but, also a reality that breaks the ordinary rules and is clearly, demonstrably harmless (when done intentionally). That would, indeed, constitute my Breaking of some Boundaries—exactly as was to have been the unifying principle of the presentations being made at that Ted-x seminar.  


        I know that things tend to go well while fasting and that the practice isn’t dangerous but, quite to the contrary, is a healthy occasional cleansing of one’s plumbing during which a heightened sensitivity to pretty much everything tends to be present and often leads one to some enlightening insights. I know that to be so, because I have done that and suffered no harm. I was confident that I would not be showing up looking beaten up by the experience any more than other graying fellows of sixty with the usual affronts to physiology and anatomy that the passage of that much time on this earth inevitably brings. But, my audience wouldn’t know that and therein lies the drama of it all and indeed, a physiological Boundary ostensibly being Broken.  One exception breaks the rule—right? Everything they thought they once knew, about food and eating and starvation, would be called into question. I would be the evidence standing before them. Yes, indeed, that would be a good dramatic foil for all that I have to say about consensus reality and leading them to question a whole lot more than just eating— and—the point of my being there presenting on stage that auspicious day.


    They gave me a Carte Blanche to say what I wish and I used that freedom to make a pact with myself to fast for the next 10 weeks until showtime, knowing I wouldn’t look like a barely-walking corpse. That was showmanship—to give the talk some memorable, theatrical credibility and indeed live up to the theme of Breaking Boundaries with a personal experience to which others could relate. I feel that I repaid that trust by taking my obligations seriously and going above and beyond the call of duty. 


     We all know how compelling hunger can be after a day of hard, sweaty, physical activity. Most folks don‘t, however, realize that when fasting, this intensity soon drops off to pretty much zero. I won’t mislead anybody about the smell of food not being enticing and that it wouldn’t taste good and be highly satisfying during a fast, but the purely physical compulsion to eat from acute hunger, diminishes greatly in several days. The critical day is usually the third, when most people will just give up and return to eating. After that, things change as your stomach shrinks and other metabolic pathways begin to assert themselves. By then, it’s just the sensual delights of smell and taste alongside the social interactions attending communal eating and drinking that remain as a compulsion rather than the gnawing emptiness of the first few days with the body simply, screaming for sustenance—now! 


     There are those who teach breatharian practice (the kind of fasting which has no necessary endpoint and becomes a way of life) in well-prepared workshops and I suppose it is far easier to stay with that initial trial period of fasting, when participating in such a paid workshop with plenty of outgoing facilitators providing emotional support who have already done this before themselves and encouraging one to stay the course. I came at it all alone. That may seem less than ideal and yet, there will inevitably come a time when you’ll be cast upon your own resources to stay with it or join the rest of the pack and do as they do—eating every day, come what may…because that’s just the way things are done. As far as I can tell, most of those attending such workshops have a worthwhile experience and value what they were provided but also, that those who have had no such help along the way, who are far lesser in number, ultimately fare better for their independence having been so proclaimed from the get go and simply responding to that whispering of an intuitive inner compulsion on their own. 


       You must be wondering by now what is so great about fasting anyway, beyond making the point that it’s possible and for great lengths of time for those rare gluttons for punishment, willing to undergo such trials by fire. I must assure you that I’m under no delusions about anybody eating their way to heaven with their food choices or fasting their way to enlightenment. The health benefits of periodic fasting and internal cleanses are more modest than that, but real never-the-less. The internal clarity one enjoys when fasting is beyond easy description. The lightness one feels too, is subtle and not easily communicated. The sense of having overcome one’s weaknesses and done something improbable or even impossible is large and will serve one for all of life. After that, what is not within the realms of possibility for you to do or accomplish? You’ll be a different person by occasional fasting and all the more so by pushing its limits far beyond the generally accepted norms. 


       When those other, mysterious physiological pathways take over during fasting, it is the sense of lightness and heightened sensitivity engendered by longer-term fasting that one hopes to bring about by the practice. That investment of getting through the first few days, then becomes something you don’t casually wish to sacrifice right away with the first signs of discomfort. It is for those greater rewards that you then wish to stay with your fasting for a while longer. Somewhere in that process, generally around the three-week mark, one’s body tends to find other ways to access the energy it needs, than just the familiar catabolic breakdown of food or stored fat reserves. Much of that process is still a mystery for now, but never-the-less, real (even without footnotes and bibliographic references). There are people alive, who do this for years and even decades, unlikely as that may seem.


       Such a presentation, if it is to mean much and have some impact on an audience, must stem from having something more to say but which carries the conviction of one’s own lived experience and not just be a rehash of the published evidence selectively supporting a favorite opinion one might wish to promoteand thus, having ‘skin the game’. So yes, eating or doing without food is something we can all relate to. We do, after all— all of us—know with complete time-honored certainty as an oft-repeated truism and with no ‘bout-adoubt-it’ that; “Ya gotta eat”—right? 


     Well, you don’t necessarily always, under all circumstances ‘gotta eat’ or at the very least, not everybody is always subject to those immutable-seeming laws of nature. There have been those who’ve demonstrated that pretty convincingly over the course of recorded history and one exception does, indeed, disprove the rule. I will highlight four such recent examples, from among those living in modern times and who aren’t from long, long ago in an obscure, remote  monastery, far, far away. Their stories should give you pause to consider how that could be and wonder why such solid-seeming examples are not already common knowledge as exceptions to the ordinary and widely accepted laws of nature, as they pertain to human physiology. 


     The first such person I shall introduce, is Prahlad Jani, an Indian monk, who ceased eating at the age of 11.  A traditional Indian Goddess appeared to him and told him that his life was to be dedicated to meditation and that he’d have no need of eating from then on. He lived for another 80 years without eating until his recent death in 2020. He was a simple monk and his mild-mannered, self-effacing demeanor was such, that nobody would seriously doubt his honesty. He asked for nothing and lived simply, with relatives and later in life, alone in a cave meditating for decades more. When word of his inedia (non-eating) got to the scientists at the military hospital in Ahmedabad, they asked to monitor him and he simply agreed to that request. In India, such extremes of fasting are a part of generally accepted traditions and well within expectations of how a saintly holy person might conduct his life or to what extremes wandering sadhu or yogi go, in pursuing his otherworldly ways… sleeping on beds of nails and such. Among medical authorities, curiosity as to how that might be possible is still a natural enough question and in India not just rules out beforehand as absurd and something they’d refuse to dignify by investigating. Two observational studies and one imaging study of Jani were conducted by a large team of highly credentialed medical professionals. 

     During the first test, in 2003, Jani was monitored 24/7 by hospital staff and video cameras, where it was confirmed that Jani neither ate nor drank. He also did not show any physiological changes which, according to modern day medicine, should be impossible. This test took place over a 10 day period. Although it might not seem like a significant amount of time, to go 10 days without food (and water in particular) and not experience any physiological changes is actually, quite astounding.

     Jani was tested again at Sterling Hospital in 2010 from April 22nd to May 6th. This time, he was observed by thirty-five researchers from the Indian Defense Institute of Physiology and Allied Sciences, among other organizations. Jani was again observed to not eat or drink, but for two weeks. As with the previous test, he exhibited no deleterious effects from this abstention.

    This truly dies strain cedulity and goes against everything we think we know about both human physiology as well as the nutritional and hydration requirements of the body.

      Doctors then recorded him on a third such trial on live cameras all throughout the duration of his stay within the confines of the hospital while continuing to fast as he’d already been doing for decades. They admitted having no understanding as to why he functioned or even survived, but that the evidence was incontrovertible and that he even demonstrably resorbed the water from his own urine without having a need to pass it or restore it with drink. That study was never published, but the doctors involved were willingly interviewed by the Austrian film-maker, Peter Straubinger in his film on breatharian practices, entitled: In the Beginning There Was Light



      The only publicly available record we have of those experiments is that film. The doctors willingly spoke before the rolling cameras of that experience with an interest and curiosity regarding the understanding of such paradigm-busting practices that I find refreshing in a world of ‘professionals’ mostly interested (with the advice of legal counsel) in merely covering their uncomfortably exposed behinds. This film is a worthy source of information and involves a regular who’s who of the small breatharian world, even including some very well-credentialed scientists addressing those very matters. There are also quite a few practitioners interviewed and they include everything from clear-eyed scientists to innocents hiding out in the woods, slick promoters that leave you wondering and some pretty ordinary-seeming citizens that seem to have had nothing to prove or gain from any of it. 


     I am not quite sure anymore, how Peter found me, but I ended up doing much of the translation for his subtitles and dubbed two of the characters in the English-language version (including Michal Werner, whose case immediately follows). I was also a speaker in at least one version of the trailer used to promote that film. It’s an excellent and even-handed presentation that deserves to be better known and more widely seen. 


     A second such person worth looking at is Dr. Michal Werner, a professor of chemistry 

who is the managing director of a pharmaceutical research institute in Switzerland. This man claims not to have eaten any solid food since January 1st, 2001. It’s a practice that he claims improves his health and energy levels and allows him to be far more active into old age and thus worth any social awkwardness that may arise from it.  When you see him on film, speaking, playing tennis and sailing, he certainly has the appearance of one who is far younger and hardly malnourished.


     As a scientist, he realized that the phenomenon should be studied and better understood. Thus, he allowed himself to be the guinea pig and be subjected by colleague medical scientists to exhaustive examination. He underwent two stringent, 10-day medical studies in fastidiously controlled environments with apparent success. One of those studies took place in 2004, in the intensive care unit of Lindenhofspital in Bern, Switzerland—funded by the Asta Blumenfeldt Foundation. They were all honor-bound by mutual agreement, (made beforehand) that all results would be published afterwards—whatever they are—come what may. They reneged upon that gentleman’s agreement and the study remains publicly unavailable. As with Jani,  Dr. Werner displayed no significant or dangerous physiological changes.


      Dr. Werner does admit that technically, he did ‘flunk’ the experimental protocol by losing a miniscule, but measurable amount of weight within those ten days, but the point of such an experiment, to be at all scientifically honest, shouldn’t simply be to confirm that he eats no food and survives—or to discredit his claims based in whether or not he lost minor amounts of weight, but to gain some understanding about how the body deals with long term food deprivation from a subject who has been doing that over the long-term without evident health problems arising. Winning or losing— passing or flunking; that shouldn’t be the point. 


     Werner had little recourse but to publish his experiences in meticulous detail himself in his book “Life from Light”. There he claims that his having ‘flunked’ was a matter of his having lived under unnatural and stressful conditions to the extent of lacking even fresh air, sunshine and human companionship, which are all critical to successful breatharian practice. That he did as well as he did should (according to him) be seen as a significant addition to medical knowledge and should have been published by any honorable institution true to its word. He does, after all, continue to live on next to no sustenance and looks and acts like a healthy man and has been doing that over the course of many years. All data and extrapolated findings about that are of obvious value.


     The second 10-day study took place at the Charles University of Prague’s Medical School research hospital in May 2007 and there he claims to have passed the test without any doubt but that, once again he encountered an unwillingness to publish the results. It was not clear to me if it was the university which refused or the publishers of properly peer-reviewed medical journals who would not accept the work for publication and risk being seen as contradicting known science with humbuggery or presumably flawed experimental protocols. Maybe it was the consulted peer reviewers, who  uniformly refused to have any part in such a questionable endeavor, but it was a no-go in any case. I am not sure if Dr. Werner still lives, but he comes across (in the film) as a very credible, thoughtful, compassionate and intellectually astute fellow who has no need of such publicity, but who is willing to donate his time to solid science coming to an understanding of this phenomenon.


      The third  example is a married couple  (Camila Castello and Akahi Ricardo) in Ecuador who don’t tend to reveal much about their lives or encourage scientists and curiosity-seekers invading their privacy, but who’ve been breatharians for close to two decades now. They conceived and bore two children in that time who received good prenatal care and were born in excellent health and of normal weight to a mother who also nursed them and all, while eating nothing at all. The children have grown up in an unusual household, but have free access to normal food and purportedly sample occasionally out of curiosity, but show little more interest in eating while being otherwise normal-seeming healthy kids. That is all pretty astounding but I have also, admittedly, not heard about them in some time to know how all that is going today. 


     The last example is Ray Maor in Israel. He delivers many talks and teaches the practice, promotes it worldwide with well-subscribed workshops and is arguably among the foremost proponents and teacher of the practice today and probably the most visible. You can see easily find his many you-tube presentations on the web in which he speaks well and comes off as a credible and honest person. He has undergone rigorous medical observation while fasting for significant periods to prove that the phenomenon is beyond any doubt real and no scam. 


     One such demonstration included closed circuit cameras kept upon him in confined quarters (night and day) for 8 days while he fasted and a million dollar bet was riding on him losing no weight and all of it being broadcast from closed circuit cameras live over nation-wide TV. He passed the test of that three-ring circus with flying colors, collected the money and because a media mogul in Israel was behind the bet, the whole extravaganza  achieved its desired ends of allowing the information to become known. It was a reality show of sorts, widely followed as the whole experiment was unwinding and therefore actually saw the light of day and entered into public knowledge, rather than being, once again, mysteriously censored. 


      Any of this can understandably be hard to accept as making much sense at all and yet these examples are very real, credible in all ways and clearly indicate that there are other metabolic pathways than just the one with which we are so intimately familiar and assume to be the universal and exclusive one, because we know it so well as a foundational building block, of life itself.   


      I have no agenda to promote nor do I make any money from any of this. I have no wish to be an entertainment for curiosity seekers. I simply see value in my testimony being recorded as a contribution to knowledge where that is largely lacking or being censored—and—to make it clear that I have done my due diligence in being informed in as much as that is possible and enter this territory with eyes wide open. I have, incidentally, worked as a chemist for a pharmaceutical firm and earned a master’s degree in Zoology, done some environmental monitoring and  published in peer-reviewed scientific journals. None of that is ground-breaking research or  particularly significant but it seems worth mentioning that I have paid some dues and do have some modest understanding of these matters—certainly enough to lend some credibility to my thoughts on the physiology of fasting. In any case, I am far from the first to conduct lengthy fasts.


      I sallied forth towards this Ted-x talk like a regular Don Quixote, (with my wife and friends expressing some doubts, but also not overly concerned, since I could always break my fast if it were to start going badly). Merrily tipping at windmills, I charged forward, only to run into roadblocks. I was forced to confront the reality myself, of what a strange place it is, that we have been incarnated, which censors such talks rather than simply confronting the presenter with some well-reasoned doubts in an open discussion among well-meaning if, perhaps, skeptical colleagues. 


      I appeared on stage healthy as a horse, if a little skinnier around the midline—just 10-15 pounds lighter and nothing too concerning. I had for a while, dropped ten or so pounds beneath that weight level they saw at showtime and then regained some of that lost weigh again (without eating) and then stabilized for many weeks at the approximate weight I’d enjoyed at the age of 25, which is when we are all typically at our healthiest in life and looking our best. My body just reverted to that ideal body weight in more advanced age as a result of lengthy fasting with some back and forth as it seemed to naturally settle on that level where it has then remained stable, with very little fluctuation. That too, is a fairly typical phenomenon among practicing breatharians.


     The presentation went well without any hitches. They all clapped, whistled and mostly stuck around for a while to chat, with great interest generally expressed. Everybody from among the sponsors and facilitators appeared to be happy with how the seminar went and all presentations from that day were recorded and duly posted to the web. Well, nearly all—with the notable exception of just that one, which I happened to present. My efforts were simply pulled, without explanations or apologies and didn’t appear in the web posting alongside the others, only to mysteriously come to life again in virtual time and space a decade later. Technical difficulties, don’t’cha know? Of course, that excuse proved to be untrue and the recording of that event is now available on-line; so it was by default—quite simply, good old-fashioned, censorship that was behind that sin of omission. Ban the offending presentation and be sure those strange ideas get no traction or ever see the light of day. Why is that so often the case?


      There is a compelling story in this unlikely-seeming chain of events well-worth recording. So please, bear with my lengthy discussion.  I am confident you’ll feel well rewarded and be more ready yourself, by the end to question even more of that, with which we must live.


      My presentation, apparently, hit some sensitive nerves and was deemed inappropriate—perhaps by Ted himself. Maybe I didn’t break enough barriers or conversely, I broke too many; “we’re running low on Boundaries to be Broken so please, just one per presenter for those vandalizing consensus reality today”. Who knows? 


     If it had been just the sponsoring college taking issue with my content, why would they allow me to make the actual presentation before unsuspecting, impressionable young students after having witnessed and recorded the dress rehearsal. I am, after all, their alumnus, well disposed towards the institution and they know that about me. It’s a small college in a small town. We all know each other, at least within certain circles of interest, within which our paths often cross. They could easily have reached out and requested that I make some diplomatic, cosmetic concessions so as not to offend public sensibilities and keep the peace. I may not have caved before their pressure to the extent they might have hoped, but the truth is; they didn’t reach out to me with any such requests. 


     Was it ‘inappropriate’ language that bothered the censors? Perhaps; but I doubt it.’ Politically incorrect’ ideas? More likely. ‘Questionable’ science out of keeping with mainstream dogma? Most likely. But then; when has staying with the ‘tried and true’ ever Broken any Boundaries or led to anything particularly interesting, innovative or an improvement on the sad state of current affairs, knowledge, human behavior or matters of governance and well-entrenched or thoroughly ossified state policies? The college’s own professors pride themselves on that sort of questioning of well-established dogma (the status quo) and tend to be jealously adamant in matters of their academic freedoms. I doubt it was the sponsoring college, that censored my talk or attempted to see to its publication, being buried for all time.


      I opened that talk with telling my audience, that I’d prepared for making this presentation in the time-honored ways of meditating and fasting. I also mentioned that I was concerned that the very essence of TED, (which stands for Technology, Entertainment and Design) feels a bit like my sneaking into an enemy encampment and having a gun pointed at my head. 


     Science, literature and the arts are that, to which I have dedicated my life’s work as both fine artist and naturalist. These disciplines contribute far more to society than just skills that are useful to commerce and the making of better mousetraps, their snappy decorative packaging and their astute, profitable marketing. Arts, literature and the sciences are (arguably) the actual vocations giving rise to all others and in any case, entered into by those, who value these disciplines for their own intrinsic values (and hardly for pecuniary reasons). These callings are what I see as mankind’s greatest gifts—as that which separates us from mere ego-driven fools and brutes, largely concerned with little more than consumption and elimination. Ted Talks, appear to me to be celebrations of the skills, sensibilities, erudition and consequential scholarship of these very vocations I value so highly and which are the very foundations of the sponsoring college. They are, however, here being placed in the service, not of humankind as a whole, but of industry and commerce, leading to their use of our work becoming proprietary and very private, jealously guarded, patented and copy-righted trade secrets and thus, primarily being used for the purpose of concentrating wealth. 


     That approach to bringing new products and inventions to market may have its place in providing necessary, well-engineered and designed goods and (perhaps), requires some safeguards, so that industries can realize a return on their investments. But, beyond that, their often exclusive rights to the results of our creativity (not infrequently accomplished with some tax-payer help as subsidies of industry coming from the public purse) has its ominous undertones as well. They don’t get there, all on their own. Not at all. 


     Those of us active in the actual arts and sciences, that are the underpinning of it all, are generally quite attached to the publication of our work and making it readily available to colleagues who may well take it further or perhaps uncover fallacies of procedures or logic. All of it, tends to be done in the service of truth and understanding and thus, altruistically conducted for the good of all, with (perhaps) a little egotistic desire for approbation as icing on the cake. That is our return on the investment we have made and the one which warms us long after any money so made is long gone or devalued. And then industry would want to own our ideas and keep them all to themselves as trade secrets? Such low-minded social misfits they have become—and so often with our acquiescence! 


    Well, none of that is very new. We’ve all grown accustomed to discerning those other and more pecuniarily tainted voices there within the larger chorus, in their ominous undertones, recognizing their tell-tale signatures from experience and responding to the disharmony so engendered—with no small amount of distaste and trepidation. 


     After that hook, I meandered off into art and biology and the many curious exceptions to consensus reality, which I’ve noticed in my work until, towards the end, I brought it all back around to reminding my audience of the fasting with which I’d begun and this having been a bit more than just a casual dalliance. I’d begun my preparations ten weeks earlier with a cessation of eating which should, (by the generally accepted standards of contemporary medicine), after two and a half months, have resulted in my not having survived to showtime. Ten weeks of eating nothing at all—zero calories. Yet, there I was—up on stage marching about, gesticulating and expounding on ‘ideas that make a difference”, alongside the best of them.


     They clearly saw before them a slim sixty year old man with greying hair who was hardly a feeble, cadaverous-looking concentration camp survivor, barely able to stand or walk. Not at all.  Quite to the contrary, I tend not to be lethargic when fasting and just desperately conserving my diminishing energies and fat reserves as one might reasonably expect after a month or more. I need far less sleep when fasting, have more energy (as well as free time) and do most everything I ordinarily do, including long, rambling walks, swimming, splitting firewood, kayaking and some fast and furious, rip-snorting ping pong matches among friends—not exactly a gym-rat with mounds of decorative muscle mass piled high in places, where others rarely even have places, but still active stuff. I don’t recall ever having suffered so much as a minor cold, negatively affecting my health, while fasting.


      I then went on to discuss lengthy fasting and breatharian practice, since that all has an august past, including many saints and holy persons and thus, something of which many will have casually heard whisperings. When, however, do they actually meet somebody who has themselves, stepped off that cliff and actually had this (breatharian) experience themselves? I’ve never met another such a person (in the flesh) myself, though I have read their occasional books and web postings. 


     Lengthy fasting, entered into with clear intentions can, indeed, lead to some unusual changes of the ordinary physiology that are still largely uncharted by science. It seems to be a learning experience that can resemble learning to swim, which is a natural mammalian response to immersion from day one and which, once internalized, (like walking) is yours for the duration. You don’t cease being a swimmer when not in water. Similarly, those who have ‘learned’ to be breatharian by forcing their bodies to adapt to adversity and finding other ways to procure the needed energy to continue going, also find they can enter and exit the practice without their ever losing the capacity to do so at will. 


     Here my audience could have it confirmed for themselves by a surviving eye-and-whole-body witness that such unlikely-seeming practices are also possible for those who aren’t medieval self-flagellants, celebrated God-intoxicated saints or self-effacing, ascetic anchorites in some obscure Himalayan Lamasery. Just regular folks—well, sorta regular, but fellow-citizens, also living among them in a stressful modern society, making money, paying taxes and without the support structures of some strange cult or monastery…and, in all other ways, ‘much like me or thee’…yesiree…


      I wasn’t, however, there to promote long-term fasting and certainly not to evoke eating disorders among the young and impressionable but, to hold this experience out, as a striking example of how consensus reality and commonly accepted, unquestioned paradigms have their limitations—and do just as they had asked me to do by, Breaking some Boundaries


     Well there is much to be said for putting your money where your mouth is, walking the talk  and showing them rather than just telling them. Admittedly, this was a theatrical way to make my point, but I ceased eating 10 weeks earlier and did so for the sake of their edification and being able to see me afterwards as hardly at death’s door. Seeing is believing. This version of fasting entailed no merely meatless meals of the Catholic fasting variant (with even fish being exempted), nor a new-age diet-fad, salt-free organic fruit smoothie fast nor even a Ramadan-style fast, involving cooking up a feast beforehand and then lasting all the way to sunset before devouring all those awaiting rewards for their virtuous daytime self-denial…no siree. This was to be a real honest-to-God eating-nothing-at-all fast, much as did all the sages and prophets of old (for forty days and forty nights) to clear their minds and strengthen their resolve in facing off with the temptations of Satan himself. Furthermore, I had no intention of breaking that fast. I sailed on with that way of life for another five years after making that Ted-x Talks presentation before I broke my fast. 


     It seems, however, that I couldn’t really make it through the stressful anxieties and strangeness of Covid-19 lockdowns and their pressures to submit to repeated injections of strange-sounding, (to a former zoologist with some biochemistry  & pharmaceutical background) inadequately-tested substances into one’s flesh with the potential to become permanent DNA-modifying intrusions into our physiology and once there and embedded, potentially continuing to reproduce those effects for all time. I didn’t care for the sound of that and refused the ’vaccination’ , but I also found that I required some peace of mind to stay with fasting and endure the social isolation that not participating in communal mealtimes tends to engender. But that is quite another and lengthy story. I’m still here, good as ever and offering living testimony about that experience.  


     Of course, the recipients of such a lecture will consider why I might do that and remember such a talk. Is that not the point—to present something thought-provoking and which might have some impact upon its audience by being noteworthy and memorable?  If this is possible, I ask you; what is not?


      A good pep-talk, all-in-all, to kindle the fires beneath their privileged little, well-formed, healthy young bums, encouraging them to go out beyond the protective confines of the college campus, Break some Boundaries and make a difference. 


      I suppose I will (in all probability) never know why any of this bothered the keepers of those gates. I did ask around. The student coordinators couldn’t get any straight answers or were sworn to secrecy and couldn’t tell me. I met with a wall of silence. A regular mafia-like ‘code of Omerta’ appears to have been in place. I suppose it is also their comfortable policy, when faced with the discomfort of having their beliefs challenged by that very Breaking of Boundaries (which they’d so encouraged), not to entertain any further discussion of the matter—insisting that all their decisions are final and non-negotiable…like money…unless, of course, you expect to pay with cash, when that is increasingly, somehow, becoming negotiable. 


     Not so much as an apology, explanation or even some lame excuses and accusations of my having disdained their rules or expressed contempt for their standards and standing, as a reputable institution, intolerant of mere hear-say evidence, conjecture, and such low-grade telling of shaggy dog stories or selling of unsupported claptrap to the gullible, ensued. Just complete, dead, silence. 


     That was certainly disturbing, coming from such a widely respected organization and one whose presentations I too, not only tend to enjoy, but also generally find to be valuable contributions to societal levels of discourse. They do some good work and their presenters tend to be some sharp, credible people alright. I will be the first to step up and say so. I was, however, not seen as being up to their admittedly high standards and apparently deemed too dull-witted to realize the obvious. They wanted nothing more to do with any such a social malefactor or nutjob, even to the extent of offering any response at all, after my having donated no small amount of time and effort to their project. That was a hard judgement to bear, leading to my wondering about my own shortcomings. 


      Those shortcomings are still not really obvious to me, even with the benefits of an intervening decade of hindsight. Was I blacklisted somewhere? Did they see me as proclaiming something that is ultimately seditious or even heresy? Will there be witch trials and even subsequent immolations sometime soon again for crimes of thought and ‘inappropriate’ levels of inquiry?  Will it be more the Soviet model instead—of dealing with heretics by permanent confinement in ‘Psychiatric care’ with drug-induced states of mental near-death and accompanied by some malevolent levels of ‘behavioral modification’ through a regular regimen of steadily increasing  ‘negative re-enforcement’? 


     Historically, it does tend to begin in such ways and only gather steam if allowed to go unchallenged. There are disturbingly many harbingers of just such tendencies in the public life of this day—too many and recurring all too often, under serious circumstances and at the highest levels—to just casually ignore. 


     Are even the New York Times, BBC or National Public Radio completely immune to the inducements and threats being held out to hold outs in the matter of caving and abandoning their precious principles of enlightened independent journalism under the pressures to be a ‘team player and self-police those negative tendencies? Are you with us, (all for one and one for all) as loyal members of the privileged  ‘embedded’ press—or are you an ingrate for that inclusion and actually against us? It seems not to be quite so clear at times—to be charitable and diplomatically decorous. They are after all, all of them—‘honorable men and women’, (are they not?) and doing their best under difficult circumstances and pressures which we commoners, can scarcely be expected to know and have much understanding of.  


      The other talks that day were all interesting and generally, well presented. There was the usual mix of presentations regarding on-going doctoral theses delivered on third world economic models or stuff like the importance of the dimethylene—fritter-my-wig-azone  pathway in metabolizing glucose (and lactose) in the development of neonatal lab-mice injected with pernicious modern pesticides. Evolutionarily and economically important, perhaps, but pretty well lost on most of the audience. My presentation was easily the most readily understood of them all (for the lay person) and clearly generated the most interest from among the present audience of mostly college students. All of them in attendance were seemingly interested in exploring new ideas, making the world a better place and, indeed, stepping out to Break some Boundaries themselves. 


     Thus, it was all the more peculiar, that I was the only one so-honored with being banned from further promotion or anybody ever seeing that deep-sixed, dangerous recording again. I didn’t even receive so much as a copy of the obviously recorded presentation as a small gratuity in recompense for my having gone to the bother. 


     Somebody influential behind the scenes really wanted to see even this modest (and hardly threatening) foray into the lesser precincts of heresy, remain safely buried. Then again, it may have been something far less ominous at play and just another manifestation of the ‘Nanny State’ kind of thinking and their perceived obligations to protect the delicate, hot-house flowers under their care, tutelage, patronage and conditioning and being responsibly cultivated for the awaiting privileged employments and benefits accruing to those who are docile enough (while partaking in the gifts of higher education) and, indeed, protecting them fully enough to also be shielded from any challenges or that which might in some way be perceived as….well I can’t say I quite know what any of that would be… But, that attitude isn’t at all an uncommon phenomenon these days; is it now? 


    The favorite way that ‘Nanny State’ mindset has of responding (when their backs are to the wall) is to proclaim that something offending as ‘inappropriate’—without that ever being defined or spelled out or at all obvious. You’re just supposed to know and adapt to that eternally moving target of politically correct speech that happens to be the latest greatest way, of making life hard on those of us who aren’t keeping up with any of those ways of staying ‘current’ and thus, maintaining some kind of peculiar censorial status to lord over the rest of us….and its hardly just a right versus left, political contention either.


     One might even think, conversely (or perversely), that a certain amount of exposure to competing points of view and learning to tease apart the true from untrue might be a gift of some worth….how to approach the novel experience before killing a good idea with excess criticism before it has been refined or had time to fully mature and ripen. All of that potential exposure to the not so tried and true  might just serve to toughen up those soft, malleable little minds and do them some good— perhaps even take them far beyond merely parroting the party line someplace cushy, doing what they’re told, as expected, in some crushingly boring life, making no difference, someplace, some-day…treading water until retirement, when a stroke blessedly takes them from this often-times cruel , utopian dream-world, filled with ombudsmen and human resources specialists enforcing correct lines of thought and behavior and with whose pablum they are being force-fed like geese being fattened up for the eventual making of goose-liver pate. Now there’s a resume item for you!


       There are many possibilities presenting themselves here that one might profitably contemplate, but I could ultimately see that I'd simply misjudged them and what was expected. I ceased darkening their doorstep and letterbox with reminders, dropped it all like a hot potato and went back to my business as an artist. I’ll admit that my fragile ego was a bit bruised by the encounter but, that and a few bucks might get you a decent cup of coffee—right? The way of world. I forgot about that whole sordid business for a full decade. Then I got the heads up from a friend, that my performance had magically appeared on the internet (where nothing truly and with finality, ever seems to die) after perhaps a decade of silent absence, and once again, without notice or explanation. 

      Naturally, I watched the current incarnation of that presentation again and it still seems to be intact without obvious deletions or significant alterations. I find that I am still not embarrassed by what I said to a liberal arts college audience on that day, so many moons ago. I remain unsure why it was censored and why, after an elapsed decade, it has now reappeared as a phoenix, arisen from its ashes. Perhaps it’s an auspicious (look that word up for its juicy etymology) sign from some better place of countervailing tendencies also being on the ascendant. One can only hope so.


      I did cast about for more information and found that censorship of Ted Talks is actually not nearly as uncommon as you might think, though they present themselves as paragons among paradigm changers and proponents of brilliant minds changing the world with, as they themselves say; "Ideas worth spreading”. I suppose it was the spreading part of that Breaking of Boundaries with those great new ideas, that was of the greatest concern to them. 


     I also suppose that one can overdo the rhetorical flourish of too often repeating that Breaking Boundaries reference, since you must by now, catch my drift—or never will. I am reminded here, of that ironic speech by Marc Anthony speaking of the murder of Julius Caesar and repeatedly referring to Brutus and his co-conspirators as all being honorable men. That wasn’t half bad. At least it came off well in Will Shakespeare‘s version of those events, which all took place a scant two millennia ago.  


      It turns out that being banned by Ted Talks, is not only an event among many in life, which one survives just fine and with dignity ultimately intact, but is to also stand arm in arm with some good company. Graham Hancock and Rupert Sheldrake are among the many so censored and banned by the ‘honorable men’ administering Ted Talks and acting as guardians of public morals and protecting society from the likes of us, propagating non-sense. Presumably we are all being viewed as drooling, slavering idiots (or worse) with some wrong-headed agendas to promote such as, perhaps, breaking down the doors of perception and sullying the reputations of the ‘honorable’ sponsors with polite, well-reasoned and open-minded inquiry into matters that are, by now, generally thought to be eternally accepted and immutable truths. Censored presenters were seemingly, being viewed as dangerous harbingers, appearing on the horizon, representing tendencies among intelligent minds, daring to question established dogma and all of it, apparently pernicious and best nipped in the bud. Nothing new under the sun—right?


       I find myself here on strangely familiar terrain, reminiscent in some small, localized way, of Galileo, Kepler, Copernicus, Leonardo, Vesalius and Bruno….even Goya. All of them, fellow inquirers (and quite a few from among them also notable artists) All-in-all, this is certainly good company to find one’s self among or with whom to share a stage, as from across the chasm of the intervening centuries, they whisper in hushed tones about their having investigated deeper truths as well, innocently looking at the world they inhabited back in the day. For that, they were hounded, mercilessly by Vatican inquisitors—answering to torturers and executioners for their well-meaning curiosity and efforts. Those Vatican inquisitors have much answer for—to this day. But, need I remind you? They are hardly alone, done with their agenda or apologetic for any of it. 


      Some things never seem to change.


       In this instance, nobody threatened me with a tribunal or medieval implements of persuasion nor was I required to recant for overstepping my bounds. I only suffered a modest slight to my dignity and that is something to be thankful for in this ostensibly enlightened and far more tolerant age. Still, I find it all quite disturbing, taking place under the auspices of a college on hallowed academic soil.


      Far more than seeing myself as a heroic Galileo or Copernicus, I think the court jester is more my model and one rarely taken too seriously. Thus, he becomes the last from among us, who still dares speak truth to power and get away with it. I ask you to consider; how much public relations damage to the nuclear power industry can be attributed to rational discourse and countless proofs being laid out by credentialed environmental scientists as opposed to a casual ironic remark on Saturday Night Live or by the pronouncements of Homer Simpson.?


      John and Jane Doe flip on the tube and in a heartbeat recognize the truth; it really is the job of last resort to be on the graveyard shift down at the nuke. After all the guys in white lab-coats go home at 5 PM, sharp—it ultimately is Homer Simpson in charge every night and falling asleep at the console with a bag of donuts and a six pack of beer, slumped over the controls and fidgeting in his fitful nightmares next to the flashing red button. We all know it to be a mythic truth of monstrous dimensions, like a quietly ticking time bomb beneath one’s bed and it took the Simpsons, delivered to us by a consortium of pranksters, jokers and court jesters, for it to finally sink in with the finality of a wickedly humorous punch line, bypassing reason and cutting to the quick—against which, no quasi-rational, legalistic defense exists. 

 

       I have, incidentally, been myself employed by a nuclear power plant for about two years (as an exteriorly contracted environmental monitor). I can thus assure you, from close-up experience as an occasional observer of the otherwise off-limits grounds and day-to-day operations around a nuke (mostly around dawn when censusing bird-life is best done) that; the Simpsons present an apt caricature of the industry.  I’d like to say that the plant I monitored (the now-decommissioned St, Vrain facility near Greeley, Colorado situated on the banks of the St.Vrain River) was among the very worst, (alongside the rogue’s gallery of Fukushima, Palisades, Fermi 2, Chernobyl, Diablo Canyon and Three-mile Island) with their uninterrupted cavalcade of citations for lax security, radiation leaks and various operational lapses—a regular (and regulatory) hall of shame. But, I cannot, in good conscience, make any such claims. The names of plants with competing claims and vying for that dubious honor are legion and I only worked at the one.


     That gang who couldn’t shoot straight, though—the ones administering the operations of the St.Vrain reactor. They went so far as to dither too long to make timely calls to authorities when their very own technicians (the ones with white lab coats and appropriate degrees) reported that they might have inadvertently released a cloud of steam containing dangerous amounts of radioactive iodine isotopes heading towards Denver, due to be reaching the outer suburbs in an hour. As far as I could tell (from the mass media and some insider talk), they made such a momentous public health decision themselves and on their own ‘authority’;  what to do about that looming catastrophe—rather than make the calls to proper civil defense authorities—at least it was so as far as I was able to ascertain. They realized that an immediate, emergency evacuation of such a large metropolitan area would result in chaos and traffic deaths of untold magnitude and that the legal and financial liability would not be pretty. 



     Their concerns were (apparently) primarily with the Public Relations disaster that would inevitably engender, with ensuing plant closures, firings, fines and actual prison time a likely prospect. It was nothing more than dumb luck, that the truly disastrous potential coming rain of ionizing radiation had actually been contained within another, still-locked and air-tight chamber of the reactor vessel when only a relatively benign cloud of steam escaped their facility (no telling how) and was headed ominously down-wind. I was, of course, not privy to the details and am thus reconstructing the most likely-seeming chain of events and filling in some gaps with suppositions after nearly fifty years.  Still, it was a fiasco of horrendous dimensions and hardly unique within an industry rife with such examples. 



     They might even claim the system worked as it was engineered to do and that nobody died, but the truth appears to be that they were in a panic, because they didn’t actually know what happened until it was too late to avert the possible, looming disaster due to their unconscionable delays in sounding the alarm and having it then discovered that who knows what else, may not have been so ship-shape or airtight in the inner workings of their slip-shod-appearing operation. 



      They had their knickers in a knot alright and did just as the footballers do when about to be sacked inches from their own goal-line; they ‘punted’, betting on dumb luck and hoping that sticking their heads in the sand would save their bums as a last ditch effort before getting their passports updated and ascertaining which countries don’t have extradition treaties with ours and appearing at some other international airport than the one outside Denver. Plane tickets would have been purchased in cash at the counter for the (absolutely) first flight out—in most any direction. That whole  brew-ha-ha was successfully covered over with spin-doctoring and never really ‘hit  the fan’. It was a complete and highly irresponsible, throw of the dice that happened to turn out in their favor and nothing more. Pure, unadulterated, whistling-in-the-dark, dumb luck.



     Your jaw just drops over this stuff and you can’t help but wonder why the rest of the country (or the world) didn’t even hear about it. The next logical step is to wonder how often it happens in similar ways elsewhere and upwind of where you live. What limited experience I have, is that the answer is; quite often. One hopes that the stories about extraterrestrials keeping an eye on these plants and military bases the world over is accurate, because I see little evidence of there being much else standing between us and imminent disaster, just waiting to occur on most any, otherwise ordinary day. 



      I have met too many others with similar experiences to relate that I could, on my own authority, categorially state that they were the worst or even, anywhere close to the most criminally negligent among them—not with any such finality. There have been so many with close calls that were a matter of their own criminal levels of negligence to choose from among. All the well-credentialed, conscientious ‘save the snails’ environmental monitors I have ever met, claim the nuke they worked for, is the absolutely worst of that sorry lot and they just can’t wait to recite their own litany of egregious transgressions, idiotic mistakes, penny-pinching on basics, diverted funds, paid off regulatory agents, fall-on-your face drunken workers, sabotaging, stealing and disgruntled labor and a long list of such horrors to one-up the others in a descending gyre of mutual self-poisoning. All that bountiful evidence (if even merely anecdotal) sums to no small indictment. I have little doubt as to its ultimate truth. Everything awful you’ve ever thought about the industry is in actuality far worse. If it were up to me, I’d throw the switch on all of them in a second and live with whatever shortfalls of electricity may arise. 



      Keep going back to the well often enough and that badly cobbled-together rusty bucket handle will indeed, eventually break and spill its contents. It’s a statistical certainty. We will have more of those and they won’t always just miraculously turn out well—not unless those little green men with antennae and serpent-eyes from Alpha Centauri are indeed posted at all those dangerous places with eyes wide open and doing that requisite due diligence in our stead. 



      How about you? Are you willing to live next door to such a time bomb, just ticking there quietly in the night, disturbing your sleep and waiting to go off? …like the tick waiting up in a tree (sometimes for years), and just waiting for the cadence of footfalls passing beneath its vantage point as a signal to let go and drop down on you, crawl into some warm tight place, and start surreptitiously sucking your blood just after injecting its anticoagulants, viruses, mycoplasmas, spirochaetes and who knows what other goodies into your awaiting bloodstream.  



     What I said, however, on the Ted-x stage so many moons ago, in that bit of curiously censored performance art is, in retrospect, not that strange nor is it particularly revolutionary— consisting of just my experiences of that which is already known to those with an interest in looking in the right places. It all comes across more as some professorial type (which I don’t really see myself as being) who is pretty typical in his admittedly pedantic mannerisms and speech patterns of the time we inhabit, spinning stories to keep an audience awake with mild-mannered humorous anecdotes while speaking about making art and not making it sound like just reciting the highlights of one's morning meditations while running down the clock to its quickly-approaching closure. I ended with some familiar-sounding exhortation, that they go out and dare question authority and the way things are always done to make the world a better place—applying all their youthful zeal, potential and the education they are receiving from idealistic professors at a fine institution, who aren't any slouches either. 

 
 

      Like many another, I have experienced that the immutable-seeming rules of nature appear to have their exceptions that go well beyond just lengthy fasting being within the realms of human possibilities. I explored a few of those in my 18 minutes on stage—as evidenced by such widely experienced and reported (but not necessarily quantifiably or readily verifiable) phenomena that don’t easily fit into the materialistic world view—one that is, by now, growing so quaintly dated. Examples, such as fire-walking, come to mind... ESP (Extra Sensory Perception)... seeing UFOs…remembering past incarnations...surviving dangerous moments thanks to heeding one’s own intuitive warning signals....or being able to fast for periods of weeks and months (or even years) with no evident ill effects. None of it is really that new, or earth shattering, but just a reminder that there is another underlying level of reality also at play, beyond the obvious tunnel vision version. 


     Wow...like…mind-bending stuff that might bring down the church or state....trippy….and was that—like—sixties enough for you?  Here’s another: Always take the measure of who might be feeding you a load of bull-jive and if it doesn’t pass the smell test—well then; don’t drink the friggin’ Cool-aid. 


      Consensus reality though—it really does have its limits—and those borders will often give, with some gentle teasing, prodding and testing of their Boundaries with maybe a little irony or humor to lubricate its stiff joints and rusty hinges and help get some movement from among those fossilized bones. One exception to the rule is evidence enough to disprove it, making you wonder; what else, that we’ve also long taken for granted, may not actually be so ironclad or immutable as we’ve been led to believe? 


      It is a liberating chain of thought, to which such examples open the doors or perception. Of course, that kind of critical thinking can also lead to the cessation of free citizens continually and obediently, doing as they're told and acquiescing with that which is not in their own long-term interests. Imagine that and quail at the prospect of actual democracy being conducted under our very noses, aided and abetted by informed consent and a free, independent press. Enough to give you goose bumps— even hope! There are, after all, many kinds of empirical evidence that might lead one to questioning the paradigms of one’s day and that which one has for far too long, steadfastly, if perhaps tenuously (even disappointingly), believed to unavoidably be true. Stop believing so much and start questioning that which does not pass your own smell test. There’s a whole lot more of that out there worth your noticing. As the eternally popular bumper sticker tells us; “if you’re not furious, you’re not paying attention.”  


     Curiously enough, there are institutions I have come across, with an interest in understanding the metabolic pathways of long term fasting and the (now well-documented) reality of small numbers of people, indeed, living for years (even decades) in good health without the benefits of actual food (or even coffee, beer and twinkies) and occasionally, even without water. (That one blows my mind and by far the most of all). They are not primarily medical establishments at all, but NASA and our military. 


    That’s right; NASA and the Military.


      Those people are hardly known for starry-eyed, pie-in-the-sky foolishness or falling for illusions of feel-good, sappy sentimentality, much less sloppy science or technical incompetence in sobering matters, as he conduct of war. There are clearly lessons to be learned here that may be applicable to space travel and what supplies soldiers actually and absolutely require under the most adverse conditions. They can see that and find it worth spending serious money to investigate—even with congressional oversight committees having their opinions on how the public purse is being depleted. 


      I don’t imagine the average grunt stuck in some tropical hell-hole of a jungle or the blighters consigned to the trenches will ever show much loyalty or ‘will to fight’ without their rations of rum (or grass) and three square meals a day, but special forces assignments and truly dire emergency situations are also a grim reality in war and thus, their actual rock-bottom needs and the limits of their physical capacities under extraordinary circumstances of physical and psychological duress are no laughing matter, to be casually dismissed, but one worthy of further, in-depth investigation. Military surgeons have, after all, long been in the forefront of medical science, forced as they are, to be creative with the flood of novel offenses to human anatomy that come flooding in from the fields of battle with ever new weaponry coming into play. And we do seem to be involved in a whole lot of wars that continually arise as brushfires around the world ever since the ‘great war’—the one to ‘end all wars’. We owe them some serious debts of gratitude for that yeoman’s work they perform in mobile hospitals, often under exceedingly difficult conditions.


     Unfortunately, these folks don’t tend to share the results of their research with the public (or competing militaries) in open-source publications. Even so, much of what we do know about the actual physiology of long-term fasting comes, indeed, from  the research which NASA have chosen to release. Their results demonstrate the importance of sunshine in the workings of the melanin pathway of taking in transdermal solar energy via a fourth state of water which allows us to accept and transmit photon energy much as plants do that by photosynthesis. People appear to actually get most of their energy needs directly from sunshine (as much as 90% in some studies) and clearly need that sunlight on a regular basis to remain healthy. When that sunshine is in short supply, (or even made ‘harmless’ with layers of spf 1600 sunblock), we probably do need to supplement that primary energy source with food—ideally organic and non-GMO, non-irradiated and raised in mineral-rich, non-depleted soils (as we evolved with)—but good luck with there being enough of that to go around these days. 


    Even the seeds of crop plants are well on their way to all becoming predominantly proprietary, patented sales goods implanted with biocides and ‘death genes’ that will ensure we do not save our (legally their) seeds for replanting, but will forever be dependent upon the good will of several large monopolistic cartels. They already control most of that industry and their loyalties are…well….uncertain…at best. Money talks. That should be a disturbing development to most of us, which will inevitably raise its head, like a cobra and someday, bite us all on the behind. 


     Those various disturbing historic paintings and sculptures of Cleopatra placing the asp to her breast come to mind at such moments when we too, appear to be suckling the very creature which will take not only what sustenance it can from that breast and from our stores of  ‘milk and honey’, but then drain the very lifeblood from our democracy, grow to outlandish size and, indeed, bite the breast that feeds it to ultimately, be our end. General and President Isaac Eisenhower did, of course, warn us about the insidious aspects of the military-industrial complex as he departed from office. It hasn’t gone away in the intervening seven decades, but only grown as a quiet danger, increasingly operating on their own and ‘ beneath our radars’ with, of course, the help of now ubiquitous AI (artificial intelligence).  


      Meanwhile organic, unpolluted seed sources of heritage plant varieties are being consciously sabotaged, removed from circulation, polluted with GMO inclusions and increasingly, coming into short supply. How about the good old family farm with farmer Jack raising wholesome food for us to buy and his wife Nell, canning up a storm of yummy peaches and pickles for the roadside  farmstand? They aren’t so common anymore or capable of feeding our fast-growing numbers. Quite to the contrary, they are being purposefully driven ever closer to extinction with each passing year by a system of farm subsidies, dedicated to that all going the way of the Dodo Bird and being replaced by corporate Agribiz  whose stocks are traded and shorted or leveraged against other commodity futures on the stock exchanges of the world. It’s not good for living beings at any level of the vast trophic (food) chain of existence and the time to respond is quickly shortening. So, what are you going do about it, punk; ”are you feeling lucky”?


      The mechanisms of action and all else around this phenomenon of a melanin pathway for energy procurement by the human body are, admittedly, still largely speculative at this point but, those same studies tend also to call into question the qualities of the water we are imbibing and if all water is really even the same in the ways it interacts within the many metabolic pathways inside the human body. You see by now, that, water is the ultimate carrier of that solar energy into our system (at the cellular level), which ultimately sustains life itself and thus no small matter easily dismissed for being plentiful and a seemingly simple molecule (two hydrogen atoms and one oxygen). But; is water even really, all the same?


     Certainly the weak hydrogen bonding of water (best evidenced in its variable surface tension), allows for some very complex associations and highly mutable ionic bonding to occur in a buffered saline solution at constant temperature (which is an apt descriptor of the internal workings of the human body). Just that matter of the surface tension of water is something that is immediately altered by contact with saponites (such as soaps, shampoos & conditioners) and lubricants, solvents and the many other modern-day products we casually dump down the drain. It’s just how they function and among the simplest of ways by which water is denatured and made unfit for human use. Simple soaps (without additives) may be degradable soon enough and detergents less so, while other compounds and their insidiously potent ions (whose half-lives are measured in centuries or even millennia) are of greater, long-term concern. 


     Aggregations or chains of atoms and water molecules easily develop in their associations and dissociations in their many crystalline and semi-crystalline forms (perhaps even with some highly ephemeral plasma-like qualities) so varied as to nearly defy categorization and description. It’s all a highly leveraged system within which minor changes in ambient conditions, pH and all else, lead to significant changes of state, configuration, morphology, rotation, electrical potentials and you name it. It all functions to capture and release protons, electrons, photons and who knows what all else from the subatomic rogue’s gallery of miniscule particles that physicists have yet to fully and definitively discover, identify, define, describe, disclose or mount a defense against—but—your cells perform all these insanely complex multi-variate functions with efficiencies that strain credulity—and in the medium of water. It makes computers, AI and robotics look like the stick figures and mud-pies of children at play, but with none of the charm. 

     Is surface water really all the same and ultimately no different than the ‘fossil water’ drawn up from deep within aquifers that can have been sequestered there for untold millennia? Is the spring water that has ‘ripened’ and comes bubbling up of its own accord and tastes so ‘sweet’  (as balsam to the soul) no different than chlorinated, fluoridated or otherwise adulterated tap water or than clear-running water in a brook that is highly oxygenated and exposed to daylight—with its sterilizing ultra-violet spectral component? How about standing water with all manner of biological activity taking place within it and in the mud accumulating at the bottom of a pond? It would certainly seem, on its surface, to make some difference in how the body handles it.  


      Here I must make a side trip to the old truism that the healthiest puppies are not purebreds with documented bloodlines who get all their shots, live in aseptic conditions and are fed top-end puppy chow. That just seems to just make them soft, unlike street mutts that drink from mud puddles, root around in our garbage, snack on sun-ripened road-kill, roll in shit and wrestle in the dirt with other parasite-laden mongrels—all of them, far more toughened scrappers and survivors.


     As a bee-keeper, I have long noticed that my bees will take the water I give them in a drought, but always prefer mud flats and insalubrious-looking standing water with a rim of green slime and rotting leaf-litter and containing countless life-enhancing fungal components and microbes that are likely adapted to the gut flora and digestion of bees and perhaps even enhancing some biochemical efficiencies through eons of co-evolution. When that’s available they don’t touch my jars of tap-water. “What; are you crazy? Drink that foul smelling stuff?  When hell freezes over maybe!”  Even in a drought, the tap-water starts going down a lot faster after its been out for a while and catching some colorful aspects of biotic fragrances. There’s something they know, that we’ve forgotten.


      Should we really be drinking de-ionized or distilled water—and from plastic bottles? Are minor pollutants, measured in parts per billion, negligible and to be casually dismissed? There’s much we don’t know and thus, the cavalierly way that industries release pollutants (and even feminizing hormones from billions of birth control pills alongside estrogen-mimicking pesticides) into the circulating waters of the world, is called into question. Is it any wonder that the sex ratios of fish are so often badly skewed today as to endanger their natural population dynamics and aquatic insects are also now in trouble as a part of that well-advanced insect holocaust taking place in all industrial countries worldwide? Of course, that also includes the pollinators of our food crops.  Hmm… yes…that inconvenient truth too which is among the benefits of hi-tech big-Ag running our affairs from some corporate headquarters situated in a low-tax district of cyberspace.


     So then, offenses to physiology in today’s environment are many and they often tend to have an overall feminizing aspect in their mechanisms of action. It should thus be no wonder that sperm counts among men have been dropping steadily since the advent of pesticides and that correlates well with increasing rates of cancers too. Human fertility is now clearly dropping and not just as a function of voluntary birth control, but as the very capacity to conceive. Is all of that, merely co-incidental and of little concern? Shouldn’t we be all the more interested in Breaking those strange Boundaries


      Government regulatory agencies collect statistics galore and employ some highly intelligent people to analyze those data. They must be well aware of that which I find in open-sourced publications and yet they clearly allow this all to proceed unhindered and with little evident concern that anybody will ever put a stop to it or investigate their doings. And they all do so, much the same from one administration to the next, essentially unaltered by the policy changes these political personages were ostensibly elected to bring into governance, as opposing parties in knock-down, drag-out electoral campaigns. The toxins being introduced into our environment are ever-accumulating as ever-greater amounts of those strange new substances are promiscuously being broadcast worldwide from one decade to the next. Steadily increasing numbers of even untested (“generally accepted as safe”—but by whom?) compounds are being invented daily and released after wholly inadequate testing (at best) in times far too short to discern any long term, cumulative or combined (synergistic) effects (with a wink and a nod), and all of it permitted on the mere say-so of industry, that they are perfectly harmless. Meanwhile, all the alternative compounds, natural and low-tech solutions  (and courses of action) are purportedly, impractical or prohibitively expensive—however that may be defined or quantified and using what data sets and means of analysis based in what a priori assumptions to generate what expected and pre-determined results? 


     I must apologize for my jaded pessimism, but you get that way after seven decades with your eyes open and begin to wonder who these people are that run things or if there still is even a hand on the tiller of the ship of state, guiding any of this in a rational way to some purpose—or—if we are foundering about rudderless and no longer capable of a rationally-guided, morally correct response. 


      Perhaps it is, by now, all just run by Artificial Intelligence as a cargo cult dedicated to a blind belief that the invisible hand of the free-market with its Algo-rhythm & Blues knows best. I’d almost place my bets on a clever young hacker whose cratered, greasy complexion hasn’t seen the sun in years having chanced upon the highest classification of the national key codes in the ‘dark web’ and running everything completely unnoticed himself (or with a few more such buddies from on-line chatrooms ) from some aseptic suburb of Tulsa through Tickety Tock and modeled on the Game of Thrones.  He might sell us to ETs as feed or sacrifice all first-borns to dragons or just enjoy watching us do the silly things he programs us to do through microchips embedded in our throats at our favorite coffee joint in exchange for being ‘frequent-imbibers’, favored with generous bulk discounts on Pumpkin Spice Lattes. 


     It hardly seems a conservatively parsimonious approach though, (with a common denominator of doing no harm), which is now in force with regard to the husbanding of water—our most precious, if also voluminous, common treasure. None of it makes a whole lot of sense in any long term way, but for the eternal hunt being on to maximize immediate returns on investments with much concern for the morrow, rarely expressed. Quite to the contrary; their fiduciary concerns tend to be limited to quarterly earnings reports made to Wall Street after which it’s just yesterday’s news and easily forgotten or concealed.  


    To take it back to a nice simple aphorism, I remind myself occasionally of the usual response down at the local Food-coop or natural foods store when people complain about the high cost of organic foods. “Pay now or pay later”;’ they say. “The choice is yours.”

 
 

     If you need any more examples of what’s potentially wrong with the way we husband our common water supplies—we can go right back to that favorite, good old boogey man of Nuclear Power. They continually build their nuclear power plants on coasts and abutting large rivers to have easy access to large volumes of water for cooling the reactors….and also to have a convenient place to discharge the warm water afterwards. Meanwhile, nobody wants to deal with the radio-active waste or (quite reasonably) to store it for them or even allow its transportation across their territories and thus, it’s all largely stored on site, within sight of the world’s oceans, great lakes and rivers. Presumably, that will be the case in perpetuity or until the drums rust out and it all surreptitiously leeks into the ground and awaiting oceans, lakes and groundwater where the many geological formations, with their barely charted subterranean water flowage patterns could eventually take it — well, most anywhere. Dilution as the solution—nearly the same thing as just kicking the can down the road a piece, where it becomes somebody else’s problem—perhaps a generation removed. 

    I doubt they really want to see the ground water polluted any more than do the rest of us, but the numbers of qualified experts isn’t infinite nor is the money they can invest and still sell electricity at competitive rates as on and on it goes. The upshot, is they put their own money into lawyers, PR agents and lobbyists, while hoping that some wunderkind from Caltech or MIT resolves all the real problems and, alongside their eternal government subsidies, takes care of it all for them—a cargo cult of this day. 

    I do enjoy the image of them arising at sunrise like some oceanic cult and gathering at the beach in suits and ties but barefoot, wading into the surf to propriate some techno-god with tridents in hand and pleading for technical solutions to their technically caused problems being deposited as cargo on their shores.

     Meanwhile you are growing unsure of the safety of the water you drink and so you wisely purchase a home-filtration system at no small cost and hope to catch all (or most) of those poisons in its disposable inserts and then add those to the refuse stream being directed towards all the landfills in their billions worldwide as they inscrutably release all those toxins at some unknown rate into the waters filtering through that long-forgotten, uncharted landfill of yester-year and re-enter the groundwater, eventually coming to the surface again at some unpredictable time or location.

     Then, as if that weren’t enough, the aquifers deep down in the earth are being (not so) gradually destroyed by fracking or, at the very least, altered in ways that are hard predict. What we do know is that they are collapsing from the impact of those detonations used to free up and release natural gas and will hold far less water in the future. Already some of the more impacted aquifers in xeric (dessert) areas have been so depleted by agricultural irrigation that the earth is subsiding and not just a little, but by the height of a person (or more) and in just under a century. Fracking is now adding to that pressure on the natural underwater storage systems of surface run-off waters that we so depend upon. The practice is even resulting in far higher incidences of smaller earthquakes. Who benefits and who pays the costs?  You can have a glib, easy answer alright and assign the blame all you like, but it’s actually not that obvious—just worth considering and adapting our own responses to information that has (mostly) yet to be discerned or released.

      Much further down and into the earth’s mantle and perhaps even the core, it is becoming evident that far greater reserves of water exist than we’d ever imagined in structures or configurations, about which we still know precious little. Moreover, the earth appears to have its ways of absorbing and releasing that deeply sequestered water to the surface at inscrutable intervals or in cycles with their own guiding principles or communication that look a great deal like a massive organism with its own feedback mechanisms and dare I say it? Activities, which look intentional…whatever that might exactly mean… epistemologically speaking. Our ignorance is dauntingly vast and would seem to imply a certain caution being exercised with regard to knowing so little about the ultimate effects of our actions in a complex set of interactions we hardly understand, but which are so vital to our very survival. 

    Then there’s the highly polluting and vulnerable deep sea oil-drilling, agricultural crop dusting and promiscuous dumping of millions of tons of aluminum and barium salts and apparently a witches brew more of many other strange compounds and even biota that aren’t doing us any good—as chemtrails. Day-in and day-out, all over the earth, cargo-planes are crossing and recrossing the heavens overhead, creating their all too familiar, lazy geometric patterns in peripheral vision. Endlessly, they dump their planeloads of who knows what, that wafts slowly down and onto our dwellings and yards as it enters our immediate environment and begins to be filtered by our lungs, kidneys, liver and lymphatic system, ceaselessly and (by now), for decades— whoever it is, that thise eternal ‘they’ even are. Perhaps they are even microchipping us from their ongoing airborne assault or infusing our lungs with hybrids of robotic and biotic elements with perhaps some human genetic materials as some suggest. It no longer sounds like pure science fiction anymore but a choice being made by somebody somewhere and unelected as well as uncontrolled, whether it is to act as a moral agent or merely an economic one.

    Ugh—your head and stomach hurt from it all. When does it all end?

      As I pen these words, I reflect upon the president of the USA having recently proclaimed the self-evident—that the miscreants behind all those Chemtrails are indeed behaving as environmental terrorists. Outraged, he swears he’s going to go find out who’s behind it all and do something about that—with great prejudice (or whatever euphemism they are using today). That sounds promising, but a little concerning as well and reminiscent of president Busch marveling over zebra stripes in a store recording one’s purchases for inventory replenishment and toting up the bill—amazing wonders of technical innovation indeed. But more amazing still was that he hadn’t noticed that development in the preceding decade in which he’d apparently never gone shopping himself or noticed that which had become commonplace long ago.  One wonders if a president even carries a wallet or some walking around cash these days. They all speak with authority on the costs of goods and yet those pronouncements rarely correspond too well with what I pay for them. So then, they’ve just noticed the skies filled with chemtrails dawn to dusk to all horizons. Do they ever get off-line, out of their offices or even raise their sightlines enough to notice the weather, moonrise or a glorious setting sun? And the webwork of presidential technical advisors knows nothing about any of this? They can’t make a few calls and collar an expert in the bowels of the Pentagon who will take time from his busy schedule to fill the president in on what’s going on?  But then the news of that presidential pronouncement is hardly to be found on the web or in the mass media and that too seems strange when it’s a presidential decree in question—even if, perhaps a falsified one requiring some retractions or intervention by the justice department.  

      AI at work, I suppose—determining for us, what news is fit for us to know. And even when they do release some abbreviated form of the news that matters, it is only alongside anonymously produced disclaimers provided by equally anonymous ‘fact checkers’ that no such thing can demonstrably be proven to exist, though it’s plain as the nose on your face, that it is really occurring, Even the contents of these substances being dumped have been recovered and analyzed by independent laboratories—and published. They appear to be highly suspect and biologically active agents whose damage tends to be cumulative and long-term—and—in all likelihood, being produced in known mega-factories, delivered by truckers who occasionally look at the bill of lading (or hear the stories being passed around). And then, they are warehoused by workers appropriate wearing appropriate OSHA approved masks and the ventilation is appropriate to the materials being handled and stored and other workers must  bring it from warehouse to hanger and be sure it's the right stuff for the flight being scheduled, and flight plans being filed by somebody who needs to understand something about all that and who sees it happening day in and day out, then flown from air bases that are no great, well-kept secret by pilots who talk to each other. There are many links in that long chain where information tends to leak out. Why is there no public discussion being held of the need for any of this and how best to accomplish that, if there is actually a demonstrable need shown by independent peer-reviewed research and then any likely effects on the environment and public health, discussed with competent international authorities testifying about any of this as an open forum for the press to attend and freely report upon? 

     Every major country, corporation and military on the earth seems to be playing with classified levels of geo-engineering and weather modification and yet nobody seems to know anything about that while elected and sworn-in presidents, answerable to the citizenry, whose country it (constitutionally) still is, cannot access the information—above their pay grade, perhaps. Jimmy Carter was said to have tried to extract information about US contact with extra-terrestrials from the various secret agencies and was stone-walled. He discovered, that there are levels of classification, to which even presidents are not privy. Who then is privy and representing whose interests?

     Who, indeed, is running things and to what purposes, if not the elected chief executive of the United States—purportedly legally elected in a constitutional democracy…with perhaps the help of slightly better AI than his opponents could rally to the task? He wins that strange contest, admittedly by a razor-thin majority, (but it was accepted as legitimate by the opposition) on a platform of making some changes in the ways things are always done and then makes a declaration of intent and signs orders regarding something that is within his constitutional powers (and obligations) to direct and then (contrary to his presidential orders), it is stonewalled and quite simply, doesn’t get done? Wow. Is that not itself a newsworthy development—all questions of its ultimate wisdom as state policy set aside for the moment?

      What exactly are the powers of the presidency?  Has it been reduced to cutting ribbons at newly-built shopping centers? If that is so, what’s left for the Vice President to do? What exactly constitutes meaningful news if not the president’s decreeing something and signing the orders? You may not think his actions wise, but they certainly should have an impact of some kind and be worth knowing about and publicly debating from a position of being informed citizens deciding whom to entrust with the ostensibly ‘highest of office of the land’ next time around.

      Visions of the Sorcerer’s Apprentice arise from some deep place within our now common mythos and assumes the form of Mickey Mouse commanding something he hardly understands as the chopped-up broomsticks grow new limbs and start multiplying of their own accord and keep filling ever more buckets as up the stairs into the alchemy lab they go and dump them into the overflowing vat and all of it in time with the hypnotic rhythms of that Paul Dukas composition as dah-dada-dah de dumb de dump de didledee dumpdee dump some-more, some-more, they cross, cross and recross with the cargo planes over on that distant horizon all the live-long-day, in their thousands and dump-dee-dump some-more some-more and then we’ll have us some samores, samores, and maybe a beer and then some more, some more as dumb dee de dump we go and the dumber we get…  all the more and forget some more, some more,  as on and on it goes, with nobody answerable, but for Mickey Mouse himself, fitfully directing from his half-sleep in a nice comfy (yawn) easy chair… just like Homer Simson, asleep at the controls and way down there in the bowels of the Nuke…as dumble dee dump it goes and one hopes against hope, that a real sorcerer still exists who may yet awaken and put a stop to all this insanity, set off by a feeble-minded nitwit with some half-baked, half understood notions he can neither control nor carry through to fruition.


     Nobody admits to anything or addresses the matter of its appropriateness or seems to know who actually allows this to be done and pays for it or answers for any problems this activity may set off in an unforeseeable concatenation of cause and effect somewhere downstream as we simply flush the results of our bodies excreting those toxic substances (in our billions) without second thought and (of course) it all that ends up in the worldwide web of water, one way or the other. 

      Water is humanity’s dumping ground and makes it all go away in a nice elegant swirl of suction, out of sight and out of mind, but ultimately, we all drink from that common toilet. All quiet on the overhead front (and most others) as the water begins to warm up in that pot holding the experimental frog that purportedly cannot discern modest increments of slow heating and when the temperature gradually rises into critical ranges within which the body’s proteins begin denaturing—the frog is said to be habituated and unwilling to move—or perhaps, merely exhausted and unable….why worry about any of it—right?

        But back to the breatharian conundrum and how any of that makes the least bit of sense or why we should even care, since we like our food just fine and mostly aren’t ready to back away from eating and all else that gives us at least some modicum of joy and rewards in this increasingly controlled and ploddingly, regimented life. 

       It’s all about opening your eyes and living in truth, based in your own experience. And that, is no small, laughing matter. That is, indeed, what this harangue, regarding a decade-old presentation arising from the dead is all about. Wake up and smell the coffee.

       Even that which the militaries or NASA have released, appears not to be a complete picture of our basic metabolic needs of energy, sunlight, minerals and water and how they are met (in vivo), but for the barest scratching of the surface. It is, however, an example of where re-examining our basic beliefs can take us—when we dare question them. That which seems self-evident, quite often is not at all so. 

      It’s been happening all throughout history that people think they know it all and then one fine day, they don’t. Things hit a wall or inflection point and all bets are off as they go off the deep end and inevitably recover to assume a new and temporarily stable-seeming configuration with its own levels of stability and capacities to recover from periodic fluctuations. That’s right; ecosystems all have their own levels of resilience and when they get pushed enough by ever larger perturbations of that natural seeming homeostasis, they can reach a tipping point and end up assuming a new configuration and one that is no longer easily changed back to the old one. It may also not be one that is to our advantage or liking. That new ecological configuration may become a pretty resilient dynamic equilibrium perhaps favoring reptilian proliferation and dominance over that of their former mammalian betters—or who knows what other eventuality most of us might not tend to favor? Messing with the conditions under which we evolved has its dangers and the results can be complex enough to be pretty much unpredictable in their long-term outcome. Nothing new under the sun. We’re not so different from one another or from inhabitants of some jungle that have never had contact with modern society or even our own ancestors and certainly not immune to hubris—imagining that we’ve got it squared away and know it all—which the Roman Gods were said to have been so fond of punishing and with such particularly gleeful, creative relish. 

    Think back to how often they report some anomalous archeological find that appears to be evidence of our origins being far older than generally thought, or when oddly shaped, seemingly man-made objects or even highly complex, technical-looking machinery and crazy-ancient remains of what is clearly Homo sapiens are found embedded in a carboniferous era coal seam. Is it really all just wishful thinking and misled fools over-reaching for far-fetched answers to the unexplained and grasping at feeble excuses while diverting public attention to their pet fabrications? Why presume any such thing while censoring honest inquiry? All these new finds, being made with ground penetrating radar or by mining publicly available satellite photos of the earth made with great thoroughness and in detail unimaginable just a few years ago…or taking seriously the rediscovery of mysterious artefacts in the vaults of regional museums and long ignored articles from archived local newspapers from long ago. Does it mean nothing that people published what they didn’t understand but found noteworthy and repeatedly so—and over and over, again? Such hubris and with such potential fall-out.

     We don’t really appear to be the only instance of a high culture with technical capacities and a large population to have inhabited earth. Many of the ancient megalithic remains we continue to find, could not have been made by any extant technology—at least not until a generation or two ago.

     Reflect for a moment on that newly reported mass phenomenon of ‘Spellers’. These are seemingly hopeless autistic children whom they’d have labeled as imbeciles in another less Politically Correct generation and written off for all perpetuity to institutional care. Now it turns out that many of these children just do not deal easily with the spoken or heard word. They can spell everything out rapidly with keyboards or even more rapidly by ‘swiping’ on an I phone. Many of those  appearing to be severely mentally deficient are only deficient in verbal (or auditory) communication and have other capacities we've scarcely dreamed of—until now. They understand much, and often have huge vocabularies that come from—well—who knows where. 

      The unforeseen capacities for thought among so-called ‘Spellers’ appear to be formidable. They are also, apparently, acting out of telepathically accessed information. Somehow they know a great deal or are connected to others in ways we know little about and perhaps channel that on an as-needed and when-needed basis and otherwise are happy staring off into the void or playing with a feather and sucking on an ice cube…Is that so bad, as opposed to making lots of superfluous stuff while stressing out and getting heart attacks while hoping to get rich making some baubles, allowing one to purchase yet more of the endlessly same and be seen by others as having the same good taste as they do?

 

    Isn’t it often more satisfying sharing a moment of silence with a kindred spirit than just repeating the eternal  flow of redundant glib phrases that so often pass for meaningful conversation? What are we really doing that is all that creative? Music seems largely to be a clever ornamentation of a few basic tunes and rhythms…like the heartbeat. Art can be little more than a mining of the original creation and celebrating the forms that nature puts before us; literature a repeating of our life stories and reminder of what we already know employing time-honored aphorisms and well-rehearsed phrases, in cleverly concocted cadences using the repetitions that language has already evolved in its long evolution…and all languages are largely the same in minor variants to the experienced linguist. It’s all pleasurable (fer-sure), but maybe superfluous to a more enlightened being satisfied with understanding and beholding the wonder of it all in silence. Such a being might be happy pulling up knowledge from that common storehouse when needed and otherwise be satisfied playing with a puppy or communing with an elder tree and you’ll never know if they aren’t actually closer to enlightened beings than being hopelessly handicapped and unfit for this world. Would such a humble, yet advanced being, leave much in the way of archeological finds to reveal to us that such a civilization once preceded ours? Hard to say from the vantage point of being so involved with things and gewgaws, leaving a legacy that will also inevitably be ephemeral — come what may. 

      Words fail one at such times, but it isn’t a small phenomenon so much as perhaps a sign of where human development is headed…perhaps more as the hive mind accessing everything with less personal ego involved in any of it—ephemeral as it plainly is or, on the other hand, perhaps just as much ego and simply far less evident in externalized ways or as we might expect it to be revealed among ‘normal’ people. The potentials, that appear to be present among these seemingly hopelessly retarded children are at least in some examined cases, vast—and something about which we clearly, still know extremely little. Why presume much or ignore it as being outside the norm? What’s so great about the norm but for its plodding sameness and predictability?

      Then there are the examples of extreme human longevity with reports of third sets of teeth growing in well after all contemporaries are long-dead. Shouldn’t modern dentistry be interested in knowing how that takes place long after our baby teeth have been replaced with adult dentition as this occasional phenomenon, mostly among the extremely aged, points to possibilities of inducing a perhaps hormonally mediated or epigenetically triggered replacement process being set in motion when we most need that—even accomplishing that in highly localized ways without anesthetics, surgeries or discomfort?

       A long extinct species starts inexplicably to turn up here and there and you wonder how that could be or have been missed until now, with respect to the vastness of today’s human population and our genetic adaptability resulting in our ubiquitous worldwide distribution—in nearly every imaginable habitat. And not just that, but the many signs of our own far greater antiquity than has generally been accepted are enticingly there awaiting serious investigation. Ancient maps have been found in archives demonstrating incontrovertibly that mariners long ago knew about Antarctica and had accurately mapped out its coastlines with every bay and inlet shown and all of it under masses of ice and since who knows when. They had those maps (or their many times recopied iterations) with accurate descriptions of the new world, long before Columbus ever set sail from Spain, a mere half a millennium ago. How can any of it be? There is, however, physical evidence to draw upon for those with the requisite curiosity to follow up on it.

      If those indicated prior civilizations did indeed exist and reached their pinnacles only to die out and to then, regrow again and again as seems to be indicated, shouldn’t we be interested in understanding that dynamic and not endlessly keep repeating that depressing cycle? 

      Enumerating the many examples is not so important just as taking up fasting is not the be-all end-all of anything, but ridiculing those who notice the examples of Boundaries that appear to have been Broken and demonstrate that things aren’t always as we’d imagined and then  suppressing their discoveries or trying to control the narrative through censorship? Is that really in our best interests or even forever containable. Truth wants out. Do they just want to keep cutting the newly sprouted heads off of hydras forever?  Is there no curiosity among our controllers or a sense decency or a recognition of all that we have in common?

     Discomforting evidence thus continues to arise that forces one to question generally accepted ideas on a whole lot we’ve learned to take for granted. Darwinian evolution will come in for some questioning, as will our very origins or the actual and believable causes of ongoing ‘climate change’—which itself, is well documented as an extant contemporary phenomenon and one which has come and gone in prehistory before us. The mechanisms by which that is occurring? They aren’t as certain as one might hope or for which the solutions are necessarily obvious. That doesn’t mean we shouldn’t be trying to do something about it, but we might maintain an open mind towards how we approach that and perhaps be willing to see a few of our most cherished ox’s gored by the still unforeseen aspects of that arising necessity in our hurry to apply the currently promoted solutions. They may not be the be-all, end-all answer. They may not even have arisen from our asking the right questions. 

     Perhaps you’ve seen something out of place or outlandish and wonder whether to even mention it to others. How about a Bigfoot, Yeti or Sasquatch? “Oh come on”, you’re thinking by now; “is a cover story from The National Enquirer next on this guy’s agenda? I’ll admit that the coincidence would be embarrassing, even for one who embraces the role of court jester, but I do know reliable-seeming people who claim to have encountered Bigfoot, are well-aware of how that sounds and are careful how they speak of that and to whom. They are mostly ‘alternative ‘types in touch with nature, who get out frequently, in all weather and seasons and aren’t just texting when out on walk-about, but the spectrum extends to some well-credentialed sorts with serious public standing too. Such was an internationally respected professor of vulcanology and departmental chair of geology at a major North American technological research university who once confided to me, that he’d spent an early morning at a rustic campsite of Bandoliers National Monument, cowering inside a camping trailer, while he watched from a window, as a family of Bigfoot rummaged around his campsite and for quite some time…perhaps just half an hour, but which seemed (to him) to have been half a day. He’s no fool with any spurious agendas to promote, but simply another decent, intelligent person, openly sharing his experiences with no further expectations. 

     It’s happenstance who speaks up much as most of us, who’ve seen strange things in the night skies without really knowing what they are, can be loath to speculate or become lightning rods for ridicule. And with the Bigfoot, it’s been very close and often uncomfortable encounters and not just fleeting glimpses. Witnesses speak of the scent of the creature, its behavior, vocalisations, a murky feeling about them in the air you just can’t shake off and which stays with you, their sexual dimorphism (that’s a lot like our own and pretty obvious), social interactions within family groups and making eye contact with some entity that quite simply, exudes intelligence but also looks powerful and potentially dangerous. 

      How could such a monstrously large, ape-like creature (or possibly even an unknown hominid) with such a broad distribution of sightings worldwide, survive among us in something like a sustainable breeding population and not occasionally be hit by cars, shot by hunters, killed in rockslides or wildfires, trapped in military actions and crossfires, caught in a sharp photo on an I-phone or otherwise have been by now, recorded as a known species? It just doesn’t sound credible. There are more questions than convincing answers here but, you can't just keep dismissing phenomena which seem not to be going away, but whose reports (quite to the contrary), continue to accelerate—just because you cannot provide answers or reconcile the disparity between seemingly credibly-sourced empirical evidence and your ever-so-firm, never-to-be-shaken beliefs to the contrary. You really do need to revisit your beliefs or just suspend premature judgement, when the evidence before you begins to call them into question and not the other way around. It’s hard to stomach or speak much about—I know. Are dragons and dinosaurs next?

      It’s not all just statistical outliers, wishful thinking, ego-driven needs of those who crave attention and fabricate sensational stories—or the effects of hallucinatory states and ‘swamp-gasses’ and thus to be disregarded. Nor is it a matter of declaring what you saw (with your own two eyes), a miracle and just the bailiwick of saints, accomplished with the unfair advantages of divine intervention. 

      The unknown is unstable territory. That can, indeed, be disquieting, but also gives rise to nagging doubts and uncomfortable questions, perhaps even leading one to question the wisdom of current environmental, agricultural and public health policies, defense and energy or even of wars of convenience and opportunity instigated by one’s ‘betters’ and therefore, all the more explicitly—not to be questioned. Thankfully, somebody out there protects us from such thoughts coming in from out there, ‘beyond the pale’,  calling into question the tired old, ploddingly familiar  ‘party line’ and gaining much currency. 

     Still, people ‘talk out of school’, compare observations, share their arising doubts and eventually it all reaches a tipping point as truth wants out. Thankfully, censorship too, seems to have its natural limits and can come crashing down when least expected, much as the build-up  of accumulated resentments and doubts within the Iron Curtain countries eventually became unstoppable. Sensing the underlying weakness within the reigning system, they brought the despised Berlin Wall down as they seized the day—reclaiming their own patrimonies and freedoms—all the censors, police and secret spy agencies not-with-standing. 

      An inflection point had been reached; they’d had enough as in their millions; they just weren’t going to take it any longer. The seemingly all-powerful system, so long implacably and brutally held in place, awakened with egg on its face to a new reality and all its worm-tongues, collaborators and sycophants couldn’t rush fast enough to betray their overlords and masters to  jump ship—knowing the score only too well. 

     There is so much more one might yet say, but I sense that the point has been made with examples enough to be credible. The following quote from Arthur Schopenhauer, which so frequently arises in just these kinds of fora, seems an apt one for us to end upon and bring this all to a close.

     “Every truth passes through three stages before it is recognized. In the first stage it is ridiculed, in the second stage it is opposed, in the third stage it is regarded as self-evident.”

       And now, circling back to the very theme of this entire exercise, which was to address the Breaking of Boundaries; even the old truism that; “Ya gotta eat”—has its exceptions.   

       The truth is indeed, out there; It is the ultimate, unavoidable baseline. Dare to approach it, seize the day and yes, by all means, Break any Boundaries in your way by simply bypassing them as water runs downhill and steadily, over the course of enough passing years or eons, simply wears away.

 
 

Ladislav Hanka

October 3, 2025

Postscript  to  readers of the above:

     Good viewing and reading to you and please, feel free to share any or all of this with others, if you so desire and care to be ridiculed for your efforts, as yet another Swift sort promoting a new and improved edition of Gullible’sTravails…by all means and with my blessings do so, as the Court Jester has always done that when speaking truth to power (if you must), but far more importantly, recall the Ghandian way as well. That is to disregard the fabrications and misleading ways of those afraid of the truth and vainly protecting their privileges. Become the ultimately irresistible, passive resistance.  Like a watercourse eroding stone—be without center, leadership or obvious targets and because it is massive, fluid and powerful in responding to the inevitable force of gravity, ultimately unstoppable. Rather than confronting them in open conflict and on their terms, choose instead to bypass them, as does the chess-master who captures his opponent’s pawns ‘en-passant’. Render them irrelevant by simply and of your own volition, bypassing them and accomplish that by backing away from the overly complex and far more simply, adapt to living in Truth.